During my last 2 runs, I've felt a tremendous amount of anger at everything in my life. So I guess it's good that I run - it helps me work it all out. I'm angry at the way my husband handles our disputes; I'm angry that despite my efforts of trying to resolve things with him, it never makes a difference; I'm angry at the timing of the conflict - right now things are supposed to be looking up! I'm angry that i can't work in the setting that I want because the pay is too crappy in this area; I'm also angry about my own indecisiveness (about a lot of things). That's all I have to say about my anger - if I go into detail, it will just make me more angry!
On the up side - I'm down to 180.6 this morning. I've run 9 miles so far this week.
I'm pretty sure that I'll be able to start work as soon as I receive confirmation that I've passed the exam - so could be as early as next week. I do have jury duty starting the 20th though, so not sure if that will delay me. Hopefully I won't get picked for a jury!
I've always gotten out of jury duty so far (knock on wood). Good luck with that.
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I do imagine that running would be a good way of relieving stress/anger, etc.
Hang in there!
Tee
Thanks for the support Tee - I've gotten a few things resolved since yesterday morning. Often the solution will manifest itself to me mid-run. running is definitely my outlet :)
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